not bein grl owches.
wan be grl. wan… to live.
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Smorty you are amazing <3
well uhm… thanksies… ~ <3
do u like the drawin that mch?
I’ve very much enjoyed all of your drawings since you’ve started posting them! This one is very interesting :3 What program are you drawing in if I may ask?
awwwwww thanksies for likin my drawings ~ <3
in this one im jus using the preinstalled thingy on the board… its literally jus a simple curecle brush on nothin else.
- no layers
- no opacity
- no other brushes
its fun to work with these limitations i feel ~
normally tho, im jus drawin stuff at home, using krita. thads a suuuuper nice free and open source drawin program, its - its so gud, its jus - like its the best i feel.
- got cool brushes pre-installed
- all the layering u cn dream of
- cool pre-installed effects
- a height-to-normal-map converter for example!
- cn evn do animations!
- great for tileset editing for games
evn tho its a powerful program, i jus use the basic pixel brush n some layers for the background.
so im using a different program at home compared to when i show the board im drawin on.
Long bacon when girl :D
i wan be lsbn, yis
⛵🧡🍼🧠💜
your are a lesbian, the most sapphic of gals, you are a total gay icon, dont ever forget it <3
bt im nt…
i look away from grls so they dun think im weird uncomf ew persn, trynna do evil.
dis way they kno thad im like - not evn thinkin bout em… mayb gives sense of securiti.
alsoalsoo, sadli its nt me who wud be lookn at grls, but dis ugly guy in mirror.
like - ew, id be uncomf too lurkd at from thad guy…
i look away from grls so they dun think im weird uncomf ew persn, trynna do evil.
I just wanted to say that this is a fairly universal sapphic feeling amongst both cis and trans women/femmes. Straight men don’t really ever think like this.
Bisexual man, absolutely think like this, and I know plenty of straight men who do. People have treated us like wild beasts for so long that we try our absolute hardest to be invisible so that we don’t bother women with our presence.
You’re the exception, not the rule.
still don’t think people should just lie to smorty, and there sure seems to be a lot of exceptions like me.
yep, can confirm. I’ve even had cis and trans women/femmes tell me I look great and even hit on my oblivious ass but I still look away, hide my face/body (hoodies yay) from their view and stuff because I’m worried about this exact thing :') you’re not alone!!
straight men nevr think “i dun wan be evil” ?
Few do, and def not to the extent you worry. This is because you are a trans girl who ties up the validity of her gender to not being “horny like a dude.” You get serious imposter syndrome from thinking sexual thoughts about women, which believe it or not, is quite common for transfems. To alleviate your dysphoria, you repress the desires you see as masculine.
Honestly, this is all so goofy, because sexual activities and thoughts are perfectly fine and good for folks of all genders to engage in. Your own sexuality is nothing unnatural, evil, or inherently masculine. You’re just a useless lesbian like so many of us here :3
I think the only time it becomes invalid is when you start doing things to someone without consent. But if you’re just looking respectfully and thinking thoughts, that’s so fine. Flirting as well is more than reasonable, complimenting someone, offering your phone number (never ask for theirs, offering yours lets them choose later). Just don’t touch people! ✌️
God that sucks. I could say that you’re a wonderful woman temporarily placed into some dudes body which would be true, but I doubt helpful.
I can’t know that pain. You’re always a pleasure on my feed though and I wish you the best. One day that beautiful lesbian will break out and some girls gonna be lucky to have her.
thanksies to u vrri mch.
i cn feel ur like - rlli like - tryin to mek me comf, which is suprrrr nicies of u <3 !
yisyis i… someday… ill be… lsbn… yesyes. i will be…
Do you mind if I ask why you type like that?
havin fun, adding character, i like reading such types of comments so i figured why not jus also be like thad… yea!
but smorty, your cute and beautiful and such a good lesbian, of course you dont wanna make girls uncomf, because you just get it, do you know why that is, because you are a girl and such a wonderful one at that, and any decent person should recognize that and see past all the flaws you see in yourself, because your not your body, simply contained by it, but that does not mean you need to trap yourself in a box of your own making. i believe in you smorty <3
that stubble depiction really resonated with me…
I wish you many years to live as your girl/woman self, no matter where or when it’s gonna be worth it. And hey, you’re already a cool lesbian microcelebrity on here :3
Just boy stuff shaving those hexagons, while waiting for the flux capacitor to charge.
The girl side looks way more interesting.
ohohoh is not flux capacitor, is face which has sad spiky feels creepin in
yes :D it feels like you can see the future
whaddoyoumean?.
whad in my post is seein into future?,
For a long time I have not wanted to think about my future, despite people telling me I have good potential. It wasn’t until I saw my future as a girl that I can see future possibilities and a life worth living :)
It also plays into a small joke I told myself which is that trans people have the ability to see/predict the future x3
samsies… bein grl wud be such a gud motivator… i wan be grl… over everythn else… besides world peace ig…
